I had one of those moments, where I miss the world.
I began thinking and over thinking of people in my life that I miss, a summer that I wish to come back, not even just one summer, almost all of them. Even love’s long ago.
And I thought about this because of the world I am in, it is changing constantly, to better areas (job promotion, moving out with close buddies, college) and I am scared on what is going to happen from here forward. Though everything is for the better I cannot stop myself from thinking “what now?”.
I miss the ignorance of my childhood, I miss the promising memories. I also miss not worrying about any drama or issues with anyone. Then again maybe that’s just me?
Probably even so, I get so worried and it feels so akward being around people that I’ve had huge issues with from the past.
Seriously, I am thinking too much.
